Saturday 28 June 2008

feeling static

Do you ever feel static? i certainly have this past few weeks. Im still losing and have now lost a total of 4 stone 2 lbs and havent had again since we returned from holiday.
im still feeling like i havent lost weight but i know i have as the book tells me i have. people still are congratulating me and givng me loads of encouragement but i feel like screaming and saying hey im still fat( which i am )
i still need to lose about another 6 stone, which is a tremendous task but im determined to make it.

Monday 16 June 2008

post holiday blues

We had a lovely day when we renewed our vows and everything went well.
We then had a very nice two weeks in florida and the weather was absoultely gorgeous and a times too hot and we did forget about the diet as it was impossible to stick to it and i must say that McDonalds chicken nuggets and chocolate milkshake taste really good. we had our first weigh post holiday last thursday and believe or not i lost 2.5lbs and have now lost in total 4 stone. i'm so pleased!! but i still get worried as when i look at myself as to me i think i still look the same and feel urrgh. people are so kind by telling me that i look good. Great! i feel like shouting and saying that im still fat and horrible.
please bear with me as im sure it is just a phase im going through