When the going gets tough........

Its happened! the tough time has begun.
Last week i put on 2 lb, what a shock. i didn't think i had put on that much and came home in such a bad mood. i was never gonna eat again was a comment i made. it was also my star week so that may have had something to do with it and i was really angry with myself. i knew it would pass in a few days and indeed it did. this week i lost 1.5lb so still not back to my lowest weight but still over 6 stone. i think i have really slowed up now and am beginning to get a bit bored with it all and wish i could be normal again and eat normal things but i know that i cant and it would ruin all this hard work i have been doing this last 10 months.

The Magic number

I have had a good week this week.I had a bit of a downer last week as i had put on half a pound. not much i know but it was a lot to me. I'm determined not to put on any so when you do put on its like being hit by a steam train.
i was so annoyed with myself particularly as i had not done anything wrong or eaten anything shouldn't.
anyway this week i lost 5 lb putting my overall total at 6stone 1lb. i cant believe i have lost that much since only January. still more weight to lose but I'm getting there.its hard but I'm so focused on the end goal.